Thought

You can't change the past. But you can change the ending of your future. You can do this everyday. You have the choice to make the decision of your future, good or bad. Its all up to you to do it. We have the power to make our own happiness and our own magic of our future. If you want the passion, the happiness, the organization, the stress free. You can make the choice to be who you want and to change your ending of your future.

I heard the first two lines of this yesterday. The rest is from me. I am currently struggling with some things. Patience, understanding organization, ttc. All of it has been getting to me. But i can't change the past. I can improve my future, by working hard with my present. One step at a time.

just an update.

My divorce is all final. Moving on with my life and enjoying every minute of it. I do wish though that sully would try to make more time for his kids. His schedule is always changing and i never know really whats going to happen or if he will have the kids this week or what. It just makes me said for my kids. I love them so much and i want them to be happy to have a great life. To enjoy everything that life can bring them. I want them to have a bond with there dad and have time with him just over 24 hours is really not enough.

Anyways. Jac proposed to me on January 17,2011 a really great day. His mom made a beautiful stained class heart with a rose on it very beautiful. Its a long story but he told me that the heart represent him and that he was giving me his heart. Then knelt down on one knee and asked me to marry him. Was just so perfect. We set a date for April 9,2011. Were very excited to spend our lives together. Its meant to be.

Here's to a new Year- 2011

I am ready, i am ready for everything that is brought to me.The challenges i get, the Love and happiness that i have. More importantly the adventures i have. As for now i look forward to the long loving relationship i am building with my best friend. I am going to start this new year with hope, faith, love, trust in myself and with others. I am going to make everything in my life and around me so much better. I am going to be a better and positive person.I am so many goals in mind and written down i am so very excited for them and i am going to achieve them. I am very pleased with my life and i love it. I am going to keep smiling and this year 2011 will be the best year ever.